Sunday, January 30, 2005
ahhhh... food for thought! finally... i decided to accept the fact that i am boring... that's the reason why ppl gave up on me... cause i bore the shit outta them... oh well... i am just being me... dun think i will change myself for anyone... maybe its just that i dunno how... whatever the case is... i think its time i gave up and stop lying to myself that i can make the difference... wonder who will accept me for being who i am?
-left this place understanding the meaning of loneliness-
[ Television ] | 1/30/2005 11:34:00 PM | Comment(s)
Sunday, January 23, 2005
stupid jit! i wanna blog! but just got no time for it... ahhh... kinda in a weird mood... cant type much... wounded knuckles... was scanning through friendster... saw this dude from TK... expressing his hatred for me... it gave me mixed emotions... should i on one hand... feel sorry for what i did... or believe in the fact that whatever i did in the past was right? i dunno... btw that dude was a ncc cadet... now a clt... obviously got fugged so hard by me before... thus leading to the hatred...
what i personally feel is that... ppl who hate another person can only be one reason... the person sodomised your father, sold your mother to the brothel, castrated your brother and continously rape your sister cause your father's ass wasnt tight enough... other than that.. i find no reason to hate that guy... i didnt do that... all i did was to make a boy behave like a man.. obviously i failed cause that dude clearly couldnt bend over and take it like a man... whinning like a man-whore... sometimes i blame the society for weakening a person's mind... other times... its just the family... cant blame you for being such a weak ass... must be the genes in your family... your mom's a whore and your dad pimps your sister for a living... leaving your castrated brother to beg in thailand... sad... oh dear... why am i behaving like you... tsk tsk.. shall discontinue the name calling and fact releasing details... *ppl might know its you benjamin, dun worry i wont tell... (wink)* so calling out to all those who finds that my method of turning a boy into a man is wrong.. please contact me... i rather talk to you rather than to express my confusion through words like this... totally uncool... oh yah... did i mention that i was a barbarian.. dun mind my unruly manners and extreme 180 degree change of aggressiveness towards wussies like you...
heard your a nasty badboy... damn i worry for my safety cause you soooo wanna slap me... shessh! better run and hide under my covers cause your so big and scary... someone who cant stop smoking, drinking... such a big boy now arent you? doing things you cant do before... wow... turning 17 aint it? so old and matured... wow... *admires* i bet you can even wipe your own ass without your mom beside watching you crap... interesting... ok seriously... kid? if you have your unhappiness... tell it to my face... i promise i wont beat the shit outta you... you can still survive on your brother... heard he's doing well in thailand... your mom's kinda old... so forgive her lack of customers... : )
cheers to you!
Fags uses words to express their anger. Men take it outside.
[ Television ] | 1/23/2005 10:31:00 PM | Comment(s)
Friday, January 14, 2005
sorry sorry for the damn long update?! this week was one of the most crapped up week i ever had in my poly life dude! so damn suay so damn tired so damn pissed... had like 3 quizzes... i think next week would be worst = 4 quizzes + NP open house... die ar.. all clash...
anyways... speaking about being pissed... firstly was my practical lesson on Mechanics of Flight... that blardie khoo... come in... hypnotize us with his skill... practically making everyone fall deeper into slumber as he speaks... i tell you he's a jedi master at that particular skill man...
... he told juv and iggy to man the manometer, cal to take the scores, me and sean to adjust the pointer thingy... then he just left... leaving us clueless on what to do next... finally got it figured out... then i came to know... that fucker went to canteen for for coffee... blardie dick... why these lecturers to cb one... just like that BNN... now kena condemn...
next to the NEXT thing that piss me off... the fucker Sean De Rozario... knn... really kiam pa one... he want to change to friday meeting cause the yr 1s couldnt make it on thursday... and he dun want to have 2 meeting dates... (i didnt agree to anything) ... so fine... after school today... daniel and aslam came and got the room key from me... so cal called sean and ask if he got the key... he didnt...
that action of his made me burst out... i literally and verbally fuck him through the phone... sometimes i really doubt his capablities... always shirking is responsiblities... blaming it on his "GLIDER" trip to india for 3 weeks... *Eh fucker... you know you cant handle the pressure... DUN FUCKING PLAY SMART" knn... as the president of the club... he doesnt do anything... expects everything to be done... and wants to claim credit... fine with me and the rest if he wants to claim the credit... fine by us if he doesnt do anything... BUT DUN FUCKING HURRY US ON OUR JOB! we hve our own problems and we are not gods... just like you can lose your "gungho-ness" so can we... you cant fucking handle the pressure dun fucking create it... i went to india too.. for 3 weeks too... you never see me complaining! you never see me shirking my jobs to others... and SCOLDING them for not doing MY job... bloody fuck...
pissed to the max already... then went to meet liting at starfucks... she's didnt have a good day either... what's with this friday man.... went to mos for burger... liting sipping her milk tea happily... then we were chewing on ice... i notice a black spot in the cup... didnt thought much.. .continued munching... then liting wanted to eat some ice too... shook the cup and she screamed... a cockroach in the fucking cup... WHAT THE FUCK liting had been sucking on cockroach juice... and i have been like... sipping the essence of the cockroach!? (took the last few sips of the drink) and munching on the fucking ice! MY GAWD!! i wont know if we had consume any broken legs or feelers!!! aghhhhh fucking pissed... fucking unlucky.... CCB!... lucky its nighttime already... hopefully tml will be better!
-cheerios-
Save the trees. Eat a beaver.
[ Television ] | 1/14/2005 11:31:00 PM | Comment(s)
Thursday, January 06, 2005
finallyy..... thursday... the end of the week for meee.... get to rest my battered body... darn school... darn time... everything is going so faszt.. i dun even know where am i now... 3 more weeks to mid term... which also means... 8 more weeks to end of school... so like... wtf... time flying by so quickly... it cant be!!! cause it means another year is gonna end which also means i am entering the army soon!!! darn darn... someone save meeee....
anyways... back to today's events... nothing much happened... just that it took the 4 of us... kenny, ong, seanny and me... and laos the TSOs and mr lee to move the bloody cessna... hahhaa... its freaking heavy... but then again.. it was fun pushing it... kekke... did a speaker stand as dad requested... then had aeromodelling club until about 8+...
went to KAP for dinner.... the usual TCS (Talk Cock Session) then home bound! man... time flying by damn quickly.. i must enjoy life now! until then... CHEERIOS!
Never hold your farts in, they travel up your spine, into your brain and that's where crappy ideas come from.
[ Television ] | 1/06/2005 11:17:00 PM | Comment(s)
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
oh nooooo... its wednesday already!!! ahhhhh!!!! tml is like thursday which is like the last day of the week for me... so there goes week 5... and common test in week 8-9 .... like wtf... i still haven catch the study wave yet... oh nooooo....
anyways... today i got the "z" virus... slept in thermofluid lecture... die ar... today is a real hectic day... so yea... got BNN (Bloody No Neck)'s class (AL = Airworthiness Legislation) ... got khoo khoo class (MF = Mechanics of Flight) ... got bloody Math lesson... and the ultra hypnotizing Avionics System lecture cum tutorial... so like what the heck!!!
tml is even worse! morning AMP2 quiz... dieeeee..... gonna fail that... then got 3 hours math.... dieeee... hmk.... but lucky no practicals... then got the MuthaFacka lesson (MF = Mechanics of Flight) ahhhh then got aeromod club after that... long long day... hmmmmm .....
my god... i have a real boring life... anyone wanna add some sugar and spice and anything nice to it? LOL.. cheerios!
WOW, 800 bucks for your graphics card alone, can get you the biggest penis in town
[ Television ] | 1/05/2005 09:37:00 PM | Comment(s)
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
ahhhh... just got home from a frantic day! rushed to ping yi for some ncc stuff... had to meet up with the P over the speech day thingy... 50% successful... then slacked with dougie, chin chin, and hongie... until about 5.... went over to bedok interchange to meet up with yuda and liting... then headed to tampines with our new hangout, starfucks... i just love it there... although their coffee sucks.. just love the crew there...
anyways... then headed to simei for dinner.. had sushi... love them... but i couldnt enjoy... still having some aftermath of yesterday horrendous volcanic encounter... pooey... ok i am broke... fush.... i have to survive on bread and water for the next errr.... 23 more days... noooo!!! it means no more kopi day!!! nooooo... guess my gift to myself has to go on halt!
anyways... had a great poo when i got home... fush man.. i really hate ramen for the timebeing... mention anything about ramen or chilli... and you can join my poo...
alright... i guess i have nothing much to say... although its frantic.. but its boring... oh wellsss.... cheerios!
PLEASE return my testerones... i am turning gay :/
[ Television ] | 1/04/2005 10:26:00 PM | Comment(s)
Monday, January 03, 2005
i didnt forgetttt!!! anyways... feeling damn crappy now... i have this weird quease in the tummy... oooohhhh... let me explain... met up with liting and yuda... yuda was suppose to pierce his ears... while liting was suppose to dye her hair... but yuda say he shall postpone it to saturday... cause he have attend his school orientation thingy.. LIAR! :x ... and liting is running low on the dough department... so everything halts!
then played arcade for awhile and back to the eastside for dinner.. decided to have aijisen... so headed there.... had the beef ramen, liting had the taro ramen and yuda had the volcano ramen with extra extra extra chilli...
the chilli wasnt hot enough until the staff had to bring out their secret recipe... some raw, freshly diced up chilli padis... hardcore... had our meal... so decided to have a game... the loser had to drink a spoonful for the "tweaked" out ramen soup...
after some wins and some loses... we decided the final... guess the number... the one closest to the number loses and have to take 2 gigantic spoonfuls of the horrendous soup... and guess what! i lost! damn it... after 2 spoonfuls... nothing happened... actually is my body slow reaction... eyes redden... stomach feeling all weird inside... rushed home... no choice...
crapped hard in the toilet... man it really felt good... but not good enough... its like... still stuff stuck in there... trying to get some sleep otherwise i wont be in school tml... lying on my bed thinking how dumb i can get... :/
kudos to aijisen tampines mall for their friendliness and sporting personalities!
sometimes i pee when i laugh.
[ Television ] | 1/03/2005 11:12:00 PM | Comment(s)
Sunday, January 02, 2005
ahahahha! i am back~~~~ :) HELLLLOOOOO 2005!!! i think 2005 is gonna be a great year! more things to look forward to!!! well... it wasnt really a nice ending to 2004 with the south asia disaster.. my heart goes out to the victims who survived and also to those who succumbed... sometimes ppl dont notice the things around them and take them for granted... until such shitty things happen then we all break down and realise that all these could be prevented... lesson learned... anyways... its a new year... a new start... and things are going great for me!
decided to have a change of look before school start... not that bad... that's the 140bucks haircut... went for a trim yesterday... and what surprised me was that... all the hair stylists in the salon wanted to do the traimming for me... they were commenting on my hair... they say its very nice... :) ... no bull! its real! now everyday i get hit on by girls... YAY!
was at far east today... liting wanted to have a haircut... so met up with her and yuda... walked around far east... went to 77th street to acessorise myself... and the shop assistants were rushing to serve me.. :) ... one of them was flirting with me... asking me all sorts of questions and all... kekeke... man this feels good... *i know it sounds egoistic but hey... i have never been hit on before so yea... let me enjoy it?!*
anyways... was at the starbucks chilling out... mom called and wanted to pick me up... got home... managed to catch a glimpse of the Tiger Cup and boy i tell you, that match was horrible... not because of the soccer... but the way the oppositin team played... throwing water bottles at singaporean players... elbowing and then pretending to be the one being attacked... shessh... FIFA should ban them! anyways... singapore won 4-2 in the end...
ok.. i actually can go on and on.. but i guess i wont... otherwise it will be like a novel... so yea... these are the main highlights for today... and i will be back tml! oh yea... one of my new year's resolution is to blog everyday.. i promise i will try! :P
"And I totally agree about the girls with dremels thing...gotta find me one of those - my ex could turn on a computer and get it loaded with spyware...that's about it."
[ Television ] | 1/02/2005 10:53:00 PM | Comment(s)